Hakuna Matata

dont you know that YOUR my best friend? she is too. but me & you have something different. 

we met in sixth grade, and saw that stupid penguin, and hit it off! 

my mom loves you.

we have the same humor.

we’re like sisterrs but we harldy ever fight!

but when your mad at me, i get mad at myself for letting that happen. Im so sorry. okay? im sorry she moved her initials. Im scared to text you again because i already texted you twice. i dont wanna seem aggravating. but your my best friend! please know that… 

todaay was so much better than yesterday! i FINALLY  pulled the bandiad off! some people said i didnt even need it. others said that it was grooss… i agree with the first half!

Physical Education is the worst class ever. not just because i have to play sports. which are only fun if your watching them. but we have to play against juniors. so we always lose. i hate losing. ANYWAAY so the junior team has this star player who hums the ball so hard they bounce off the back wall and hit people in the back. this junior starts sweatin. so she starts moving her shirt up&down to get air in it. us fre$hman started making fun of her by doing that same thing with our shirts. JUST PLAYING AROUND!  well those stupid juniors come findd us after pe and ask why we did that thing with our shirts THAT THEY WERE DOING. so we said”oh, we were doing it cuz yall were! just messing around!” to which they replied “YALL BETTER GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER FRESHMAN.” umm, wtf? ugh! so it turned into this whole big thing and now & i dont think theres one person in the DHS class of 2012 likes meee. COOL. GO GRADUATE ALREADY.

but that was the worst part of my day. schools getting better & better. i’m starting to not hate it…LAWLZJK. but srzly. its like on a scale from 1-10 its a 1. as opposed to its usuall -239487192385610397456101973560192385. (:

Today kind of sucked. Well. I didn’t start off that way… Let me take you back a few weeks to understand why it sucked…

“I’m so scared to go back to school. Last year was undoubtably the worst year of my life. Why am I going back? Ugh. Last year my name wasn’t Amelie, It was Bertha. As in…Bertha-Mark. Well, now it’s gone, But…I have a scar. What if they steal my pencil pouch and write SCARLETT in big letters like last year? & What if I start crying? I know I’ll be made fun of…” -me, talking to my friends.

Welllll. Today, at my art table. I realized I have the biggest mouth on the planet…….. I told that story. Yes. THAT story. which meant everyone at my art table knew the name that I was TERRIFIED of being called. & One of the bitches friends sits at my table. So. she may or may not have told anyone. UGH. but thenn of course I’m walking around like I’m upset. so my “stepsiisssy” has to ask whats wrong. and forces me to tell her. She made me feel better by saying no one hates me anymore. to which i replied by laughing in her face. THEN SHE ASKS WHY I SIT WITH THE PEOPLE THAT I SIT WITH! PARDON ME FOR SITTING WITH THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO WERE NICE ENOUGH TO TALK TO ME WHEN THE WHOLE WORLD HATED ME! & you have the nerd to call them AGGRAVATING?! honey. I’ve talked to your friends too. don’t even. ugh. 

If this is last year all over again, then im going to cabrini. 

1. i’m really self conscious…..

1. i’m really self conscious…..

1. (:
2. :/

1. Being Beautiful
2. Being Musically Talented
3. Being Funny

1. being ugly.
2. being mean. 
3. being disgusting.
4. being ordinary.

1. Eileen
2. Kelsey
3. Megan
4. Taylor
5. Family.

1. Be friends with you,
2. not try at school,
3. not saved my contacts to my SIM card…
4. been so quiet during curtains.
5. pulled on that stupid exercise thing and cut my head
6. waited so long to get my mole off. 

1. ew, im so ugly.
2. what if someone i loved died?
3. what if i died?
4. i sing like poo.
5. everyone hates me.
6. i love my friends.
7. i wish i could sing like glee stars! 

1. be attractive. my standards are high.
2. give me butterflies. when you text me goodmorning/goodnight, or i miss you. or “(;” i love it. 
3. dont be creepy. please. just be my best friend. like, want to hang out with me, not make out with me.
4. be musically talented. 
5. we should have things in common.(:
6. confidence is key.
7. dont be a perv. too many of those in my life.
8. just like me for me…

1. I l<3ve the theatre. its liek…MAH LYPHE.
2. gLeek. yeah, (:
3. self esteem issues…but there getting better by the day,
4. PINK IS MY FAVORITE COLOR.
5. i hate the way i sing,but i sing anyway…
6. adddiccted to facebook. 
7. my best friends define me.
8. i hate bitches. oh, except when their nice to me. but when thier being bitches to me &/or my friends ohhh! dey better BACK DAH FUCK UP.
9. i wannaaa boyy fraaan.

1. HEEY. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND! (yes i have two. gtf. if youu dont, your life sucks.) flksjkajhlsihdg i used to have you saved in my phone as monroe because once upon a time we were watching spongebob and mr krabs said hello little boy! whats your name? to which the boy replied “MONROE” and we started dying!
2. Haai, so. I just wanted to let you know that you foh ruhhlz are my best friend in THEE WORLD, we are so much alike. you used to hate me because you were jealous of my talent. Which is understandable, I am very Talented. lawllzz jk. RACHEL BERRY QUOTE. so, please lets hang out. lykke now(:
3. It scares me that your nice…I’m terrified of getting too close…
4. OH. cool, dont talk to me. dont say sorry. now you choose not to follow the crowd? oh well. they say the high school bitch always ends up 16 and pregnant, or married to a trucker…
5. well. hasnt our relationship gone all over the place. in december. we couldnt stand each other, now, iloveyou. weird. penis.
6. I MISS YOU
7. its not that i dont like you…oh wait, yeah it is.
8. my english teacher told me that snakes were treasured in anciet greece because they look like penises. i thought of you.
9. HEY. love you. really. like foh sho
10. i wanna meet you,

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: Your confession

Dear Mom,

Everytime I try & tell you about something. you get really aggervating and tell me I’m a mean person who looks for the bad in people….I have nothing else to say.

Dear Connor,

I used to be innocent, Now I’m not. kay thanks bai,

Dear Hannah Gilmore,

Kay. Technically i knew you for two days. But Still.

YOU LOOK LIKE TOPANGA FROM BOY MEETS WORLD!